Stephane ~ And it will get better and better until you think clearly and with joy when each week end comes around for you to plan your own adventures.
Someone was looking out my living room window recently and said (I thought) "There's Winston!" Oh, I thought, I am so happy to see Winston again!. No. They said, "Oh look. There's Witnesses". I hadn't even comphrended that it was Saturday morning... The witching hour for mind controlled JW..org robots... lol
So happy for most of us on this forum who "qustioned our religion" like a thinking human being should question anything... Before they commit themselves.
I feel so sorry for the children...
PS What you outlined above, I cannot imagine doing it AND especially doing it for a worldwide real estate fraud religion telling me I must do it for them and for free or else they will take all of my family and friends away from me and call me an evil person to boot. Hey! Slavery is supposed to be outlawed in progressive countries. This is 2017!
Glad you enjoyed your day, your way.